Monday, June 27, 2005

strymx n the rooms

My strymx finally came today! woohoo! I've been on the floor crouching in front of my pc for the last 3 hours.
Here's the room i'm in right now:
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Here's the room i'm supposed to move into:
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Sigh. I miss Suria 5-G6.

Monday, June 20, 2005

job hunt begins!

I've sort of had enough of bumming around. It's not that i'm not having fun. I'm actually having a blast!! Crashing at Engz and Mr. All-Rounder's place has been awesome. I haven't laughed that much in the past 2 months as i've done the past week at Suria G-6.
But I have to head back to reality soon. And by 'soon' i mean this Thursday! As much as I wanted to leave Cyber last semester, I wanna stay here this time. It's been home to me for the past 4 years. It's seen me through a whole load of ups and downs. And I don't really wanna move on just yet. But I guess i'll have to. Bangsar awaits me. A whole street of snotty people whom you'll only see if you're out walking your dog. And if you don't have a dog, you're probrably some old stuck up spinster living in a huge house all by yourself living a mundane monotonous life without a little doggie to crap over your stuff and keep you company. And if you do go out, u'll still be alone and friendless cause you don't have a dog and everyone on the street only speak to those who have dogs! Buoy what a life i'm walking into.
Was supposed to move in last weekend. But due to unforeseen circumstances. My stuff is still lying in one of the rooms, exposed and bare and just waiting for the 2 adorable mutts to come poking in and ruffling through and maybe they might drop a bomb or pee on my clothes or boxes. who knows. Let's hope their parents trained them well. Silly Lilly peed right in the dining area when i got back on Saturday. Sheeshh. Dumb dog. Well actually dumb parents! Can't you take your dogs out for a walk??? (Let's hope my cousins don't read blogs.)
Tiger Lilly's cute tho. Minus the peeing and pooping and all. She kinda cheered me up on Saturday. T-Rex, well he's the macho one. Humps everything in sight. euch. Esp his huge Nemo stuff toy. It cost 60 bucks too! What kinda parent gets their dog a RM60 sex toy? Owh well i'm gonna miss those mutts when they're off to their new house next week.
Back to the job hunt. Still looking. And still praying for direction. I've given up on the idea of dying young. (thanks Lenard) Looks like it aint gonna happen anytime soon. SO i REALLY have to move on with life. Darn.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Holls are almost over. I've spent one week of it at IF camp, one week in Vietnam one week in KL/Perhentian, one week in hospital with my mom, one week in bed sick and one week in Melaka/Cyber.
Now i'm freezing my ass off in the library studying for my supp paper. Wishing I was back in Perhentian or even in Melaka. That trip was awesome. Met up with loads of MMU Melaka folks. (Thank you again Samuel and WeeLiem for putting us up for the night and all you rest for entertaining Bea and I)
Everyone I know who's graduated has started applying for jobs and stuff cept for me. *sigh* Can i hope to die young so i don't have to go through the whole working phase? I guess that would be chickening out on life huhh.
Things feel like they're getting duller and duller. I haven't been to church in 6 weeks!!! *Hoping for and awesome weekend*

Friday, June 03, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON!!!!! Hope you have a good one!
See that's what happens when you don't have your own tag board. Messages get posted on other people's blog.

Back to KL tmrw! Woohoo!! I'm all excited. Still havent gained my appetite. You'd think being in PG things would be different.
I had a banana for lunch. Yes A Banana. One banana. and i couldn't even finish it. I tried cheering myself on:
"Peel banana! Peel! peel! banana! Eat banana! Eat! eat! banana!"
And then i did a Gwen cheer - "eat bananas... B-A-N-A-N-A-S! eat bananas! B-A-N-A-N-A-S!"
Din't work tho. I had to throw it away.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

ill and depressed

I'm ill and depressed in Penang.
I'm sick of staying home with this blasted cold. I'm sick of having to watch the same reruns on Astro and i hate having to lie down in bed instead of out there looking for a job. It haunts me even in my sleep. I dream bout work and being turned down cause of a sucky portfolio and even being scoffed at because my designs or articles ain't good enough. urghh.
And then I think bout everyone else who's back in KL and i miss them loads. I'm used to being alone but i guess just not used to being alone, ill and depressed in Penang. In Bukit Mertajam to be more specific. This place reminds me of Sin City with all its murders and crimes. All unsolved. But yet still dull. I can feel my neurons burning out. (is that possible?)
Blergh. I gotta stop complaining.