Sunday, August 28, 2005

Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close.

Jimmy Eat World- Drugs Or Me

I've learnt......

I've learnt that 7 x 7 = 49
I've learnt to use the word 'thing' more wisely
I've learnt that some people can be such pricks
I've learnt to overlook weakness and find a 'good' thing in a person
I've learnt that I can be alone although I hate being left alone
I've learnt to maximise my use of illustrator and photoshop
I've learnt that friends come and go
I've learnt that some friends stay forever
I've learnt that I need you
I've learnt that home is where the heart is
I've learnt that I can be creative when i put my heart into it
I've learnt that I take joy in the little things.
I've learnt that I'm easily pleased and that's a good thing.
I've learnt to be contented, despite whatever situation I'm in
I've learnt that I can be emo at times
I've learnt to control that, and channel my emo-ness towards a positive side
I've learnt to say 'NO!'
I've learnt that learning is an on-going process
I've learnt that Love takes you a long way.
I've learnt to Love.

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

alter ego's

Friend: Hey Mel! How you doin?

Mel (alter ego 1): Gastric. funky stomach. lack of sleep. whirling thoughts. tired. sad. expectant. hopeful. anxious. secluded. frustrated .......

Mel (alter ego 2): I'm Fine!!! Things are goin great actually! =D

Mel (alter ego 3): Who da #$%^ are you? Why da ^%$# do you wanna know??

*strange how we never usually say what we wanna say. Strange that no one really knows the conversations that go on in your mind. I don't think you'd want people to know anyway. scary.

Monday, August 22, 2005

It takes me 10 minutes to get from Bangsar to SS2 by car.
It takes me 1 hour to get from Bangsar to SS2 by public transport.
Which is more precious? Time or money?
Do I need a car?

Spent the weekend with some kids at The Farm. Some were adorable. Some were bratty. Some were just intollerable. But hey, we survived! Fishing was awesome. It's important to raise your kids well. You don't want them to end up like some social retard. Discipline is a must. =p Kids ask too many questions. Always have an answer. Never shut them out. Cut out caffeine and sugar when expecting.

sepet. *grin*

Thursday, August 18, 2005

I'm freeeeeeeeeezzzziiiinnnnnnnggggggggggggg my tooshies off in the office. I wanna go homeeee and snuggle up in bed and sleeeepppp.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Running in the rain, so much of the suck! issocoolandissuperduperfantasticdemnchunandlotsoffun!!

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

~ Deliriously Blissful ~
It's strange how things can be so screwed up one day and so wonderful the next day.

Sunday, August 14, 2005


Friday, August 12, 2005

Birthday greetings~

To two very special guys, Happy Birthday!.

Jia Wern, you crack me up with your talk of comics and movies and I truly enjoyed our talks at IF camp. And hey you're not color blind. You just see different hues from the rest of us. :p It would be boring if you saw things our way.

Wee Liem, there's too much to say. You've seen me through good times and bad and you still stuck by. Thank you for being REAL to me. Really appreciate your simple gestures, your lil notes, milo stuck on doors and the red-bald-smiley dude. I miss hanging out with you. Yes you're still my favourite guitarist/bassist. But I've never seen you play the bass!! LOL

I wish you guys a very Blessed Birthday and although I'm not in Cyber to give you great big hugs and to dance in the haze with you, do know you're always close at heart. My life wouldn't be the same without you.


My eyes hurt. My brain's fuzzy. My lungs are screaming.
I miss my sunshine and fresh air. That's all I was living on.

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Like a monster unleashing its fury, I rip at the purple and gold packaging and snap the tiny brown cubes. Without hesitating I chomp on the melting, sticky pieces and smile with glee as the sweet substance flows down my throat. Scrumptious!
My glass is definately half full. I'm swimming in a sea of euphoria. Chocolates really do make you feel happy!
And then I see something that reminds me of you. Owh heck. I need more chocolates.

*Bahh!* # 3

I soooo wanna die right now.
This crappy feeling won't go away.
No it's not cause of what you think it is. Well maybe just a lil bit.
Life's like having diarrhea. The shit never stops coming!
On top of everything that's going on in my head, I left my sunnies in Leo's car, and then my mobile phone in Leona's car, and my house phone still doesn't work. Disconnected from the world. *argh!*
But thank God for Yahoo! and MSN tho.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

Convo 05'

I enjoyed convo. Although i didn't wanna go in the first place. Someone told me bout this girl who was all excited bout convo but was sad cause her family couldnt make it. The weekend was full of MMU students and their families walking round jonker and this girl was sort of alone with no family to spend the weekend with. Made me realise that I should be glad my family cared enough to drive all the way for this.
Time with my family was priceless.
I don't foresee any more fun moments like this in the near future.
*shrug* Things change.

Salt and light you say? I don't see how. I'm too chicken to say or do anything.

Anyway, wishing all you guys an awesome life ahead of you. MMU life was great with you in it.
Graduating batch 2005 -
FCM homies - Abs, Joshua, A- Mee, Vix, Joanne, Lin, Bulma, Jerah, Janice, Jee, Stephanie, May, Kim, Kester, Matthias, Ari, Sherlene, Thana & Racheal.

CF Peeps - Leona, Chern Liang, Joeboy, Julia, Ee Chia, Su Chen, Joash, Niger, LiLian, Ken, Terry, Datin, Daniel & David.

It is finished~

Monday, August 01, 2005

I'm givin up photography.
Checked out some juniors work at Twelve!
I 'so much of the suck'.

Thinking bout convo.
I don't wanna go!
EVERYONE'S gonna be asking questions.

Adjective: Alone
1. Isolated from others.
2. Lacking companions or companionship

Adjective: Lonely
1. Marked by dejection from being alone.
2. Seperated from or unfrequented by others; remote or secluded.

Adjective: Useless
1. Having no beneficial use or incapable of functioning usefully
2. Not useful

Adjective: Downcast
1. Low in spirits