Friday, December 30, 2005

Forever Young

Artist: Youth Group

let's dance in style
let's dance for a while
heaven can wait we're only watching the sky
hoping for the best but expecting the worst
are you gonna drop the bomb or not
let us die young or let us live forever
dont have the power but we never say never
sitting in the sandpit
life is a short trip
music's for the sad man
can you imagine when this race is run
turn our golden faces into the sun
praisin our leaders, getting in tune
the music's played by the mad men
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,
forever, forever
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,
forever, forever
some like water and some are like the heat,
some are melodies, some are the beat,
sooner or later they'll all be gone,
why don't they stay out
it's hard to get on without a cause,
i don't want to perish like a fading voice,
youth is like diamonds in the sun,
diamonds are forever
so many adventures couldn't happen today
so many songs we forgot to play
so many dreams swinging out of the blue
left to come true
forever young, i want to be forever young,
do you really want to live forever
forever, forever
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever
forever, forever
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,
forever, forever
forever young, i want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever,
forever, forever...
Frazzle dazzle me
I so need coffee!!
Le-oh-nah ffk-ed me. Had no mood for dinner.
Very the starving now.
God please help me get through the new year.
I think i'm gonna be zoning out the whole weekend.
Feelin really drained. Headachy.
I will be nomad-ing the next week.
Scary aunt is comin back. Blehh.

Well have a Blessed New Year you guys~!~!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

current state of mind : swoosh!

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everything about you is just swooshing by
sometimes you wish it would just slow down and stop.
but maybe we're the ones swooshing by
and everything else is yelling at you to halt.

Christmas in short

Family and friends in Penang. For more pictures, go here
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We miss these guys. And the latest addition to the family~!~! Baby Ella!
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Saturday, December 24, 2005

last minute panic

Its GREAT to be home!!!!
But i'm flippin out here!
It's Christmas eve and I havent got ANYONE presents. I know Christmas ain't about presents but ... it's Christmas!!!! It's a lil bit about presents. no?
I got back at 6pm on Friday and tried to go shopping but was sorta worn out and it's not like i was spoilt for choices. SO no luck there.
But I did manage to meet up with my original bassist! *swoon* We went to the beach and chilled till early morning. Felt like old times again. Boy do I miss that. Stupid Bsar. Pool also dun have! *bleep*
Anyway I woke up today in hopes of doin some shopping but i feel rather ill. Feeling all pukey and my nose are all runny and my eyes red and itchy. Watdyaknow, i'm allergic to my house or something.
In hopes of being prepared for service and mass (yes i'll be going for service at GROW and mass at St.Annes-crazy high school routine replays), I thought I'd get some things sorted out.
I thought of wearing my Vietnamese outfit I made in Vietnam and have never worn. But you know what, it doesn't fit so right anymore! It did when I first made it of course. I was so afraid of putting on weight in the last 7 months since I made it, cause you know how Vietnamese costumes are supposed to be snug and fitting. But the thought never crossed my mind that I would actually loose weight! So now the top and pants look half a size to one size too big and i look like a walking clothes hanger! *arrrgghhh*

I wonder if there's any chance in putting on all that weight in one day so I can fit properly in that outfit?

Friday, December 23, 2005


I'm just annoyed by stupid clients who dont know what they want.
And i'm annoyed that my habit of chewing gum has now left me with a sore jaw. I'm annoyed that I picked up chewing gum in place of a previous habit. But I can't really chew gum as often anymore which leaves me craving for my previous habit and gum as well.
Or maybe I shud start off with lollies again. I've a sudden craving for chupa chups strawberry and cream.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

in short

fulfilled by design
Obtained: Joy from above

Monday, December 19, 2005


My blog recap of the year.

Blog anniversary! FYP driving me nutz! Emo. Dissapointments.

February Birthday Bash. Emo. Delta Trip to Genting. Badass in BM. Letting go.

FYP! Camerons Mission Trip. FCM Night. I went BALD!!! Model for Chingz Celcom ad. (fuiyoh!)

Presentations & submissions. One final Submarine. GOODBYE MMU!!!! IF Camp Penang.

Home. Vietnam missions. Vacation @ Perhentian Island. Emo. Mom's operation.

Melaka Noobs ambush. Melaka Tour. Chillin at the Holiday Inn. Moved into Bangsar.

Serious Job huntings begins. Emo. Audiowarfare

Convocation. Part time at Opus Media. Blissfull month. Was loved. Outdoor Evening Lounge Gig in Melaka. Girls Night In. Was an ass.

Knil Army @ Times Square. Joel's wedding. Things take a downturn. Emo.

Emo. Stopped being loved. Party @ Ipoh. I turned 22! Partied with The Girls.

Displaced. Dinner dates. David G's wedding. Emo.

Full time at Opus Media. Dinner dates. Dance practices. Hooked on Christmas. Design Executive.

Friday, December 16, 2005


I'm in an ugly mood today.
The sales team just trashed their sole designer. Well okay not really trashed but they kept comparing the poor lil designer's work to other magazines and other advertisements saying that its not up to standard.
But how on earth is one to come up with a solid advert without images of the product or even captions to be included in the ad! I'm basically just given a business card and told to run along and 'do my thang' And when I do, they say my designs are too contemporary.
maybe I really am a sucky designer
shouldn't confess the negative. So my mom says.
Which brings me to another reason i'm in an ugly mood.
My mom left for Burma without saying goodbye!!!!
And the third reason for the ugly mood.... I'm being checked out by girls!!!!
What the *bleep*

Thursday, December 15, 2005

10 ways to have a creative fun-filled day:

1) Start the day off with a song. Sing in the shower, as you drive to work, or in the LRT and sing in the office!

2) Doodle. On anything you can get your hands on! A paper napkin, body parts, and maybe even the company policy print-out your boss gave you. =D

3) Make up your own words. Who knows, the word coffeelicious MIGHT be in the dictionary one day.

4) Believe that with Mister God, all things are possible

5) Make a mess. Live in an organized mess. Or an unorganized one. A mess is a mess.

6) Be Inspired! Like me, you could develop an obsession with random quotes!

7) Anthropomorphize everything! I once had an entire family living in my pencil case. Now I just make my coffee mug talk to my mouse.

8) Gear up in more than 3 colours! *gasp*

9) Journal or write bout anything and everything. Make a rusty metal pipe seem like the most beautiful thing you've come across.

10) Give & Receive lots and lots of hugz!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Christmas Wishlist

If we lived in an ideal world, these are stuff I'd wish for. Simple stuff, yet... hard to come by. Heh.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Hooked On Christmas!!!

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

if i were different...

If I were different
maybe you'd hold me
and stick right beside me

If i were different
maybe you'd care
and think about me

If i were different
maybe you'd listen to me
and see things as how i see

If i were different
maybe you'd love me
and I'd be more beautiful than she

If i were different
maybe I'd hate me
cause I wouldn't be me.

Friday, December 09, 2005

she's talking to herself again

Mel... ur so nonsense k... why so stupid one?

Thursday, December 08, 2005

The Real Homies

I woke up today suddenly really missing Shannon & Jessica. If I could drive down to Melaka to see Shannon or Penang to see Jess I think I would!
Being in KL i'm stuck in between. Heh! As always.
But if all goes well, they'll be down next weekend!! Yeay!
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Ami Vitale

I wanna take photos like Ami Vitale.
This is one photojournalist I really admire.
Her pictures just blew me away and each picture instilled different emotions as I browsed through her work.
Words just aren't necessary sometimes.....

Tuesday, December 06, 2005


Ps 27:14 As we wait upon the LORD, we will have the blessings that He intends for us.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Rules From God

1. Wake Up !! Decide to have a good day. "Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." Psalms 118:24

2. Dress Up !! The best way to dress up is to put on a smile. A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks. "The Lord does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart." I Samuel 16:7

3. Shut Up!! Say nice things and learn to listen. God gave us two ears and one mouth, so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking. "He who guards his lips guards his soul." Proverbs 13:3

4. Stand Up!!... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything.. "Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time, we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good..." Galatians 6:9-10

5. Look Up !!... To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13

6. Reach Up !!... For something higher. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path." Proverbs 3:5-6

7. Lift Up !!... Your Prayers. "Do not worry about anything; instead PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING." Philippians 4:6

taken from GROW blog.


A lot of people have been asking me to get a pet. Well since I cant afford a pet and I'm too lazy to do the whole feeding, washing thing, I got myself a virtual pet! (lame nyer)
Scroll down to meet my new spider, Digweed.

Saturday, December 03, 2005

the breaking

My 'M' broke. :(

Friday, December 02, 2005

enjoying the hay

I have absolutely nothing to do today. My morning was spent browsing through
and then just doodling.
I just learnt the term "ular-ing" which basically just means goofing off.
ugh. I need coffee. And then my bed. And a good book. ahhh Bliss~
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

red ribbon day

Wear a red ribbon as a symbol of hope for the future, use a condom, and support organisations which are all out to support people living with HIV.
.Wise Up & Wear It.

Support World AIDS Day