Wednesday, January 31, 2007

project 28

Its day 31 of 2007!

January's been great so far and i'm pretty excited about February! I was just thinking to myself as i browsed through 3191 that it would be really cool to take a snapshot of my mornings too.

I love the mornings! I'm gonna start a series called '28'. With it, would I be able to tell you what kind of morning i was having? Or what my day is gonna be like? Would i be able to be creative enough to fill up all those 28 days with pretty, insightful and artistic pictures?

Well i'll try.

So for the entire month of February, I'll be putting up one picture a day of my mornings. No matter where I am, i'll make sure one picture's up. *crosses fingers*

If anyone wants to join me too, that would be awesome~

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Friday, January 26, 2007

geek talk

I shud be banned from bookstores.
Yups. Another purchase. But this one's real good.
A tad bit pricey.
But I'm soaking in every single page.
.....
ok i sound like some nerd.
That's thanks to Jo ... she's like uber nerd.
(i love you beb!)
=D
well the new era says books are cool and band geeks are the in thing.
Everyone wants to be one.
But you, you're a natural.
I wonder if people still think emo is cool. hmm.
whatever.
Me thinks...not.

But here's a cool poem :-
You belong among the wildflowers
You belong in a boat out at sea
You belong with your love on your arm
You belong somewhere you feel free.
- Tom Petty

Oneted

This weekend,

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

i.can't.sleep.

I'm plagued by bouts of insomnia again.
I haven't had a decent night's rest in ..... a long time.
I lay awake listening to the traffic outside while I stare at the lights dancing on my ceiling.
I shift position and continue my conversation with You. You say its all gonna be okay.
I haven't felt this safe in months.
You seem to know my every thought and know all that I'm going through.
I tell you bout my day and read you the feel-good smses i've received.
I tell you bout work and the projects i'm working on.
I tell you my concerns bout my friends and bout my family.
And you say 'Don't worry'.
Cause you've got them all under your wings too.
I'm glad.
A gentle lullaby plays in my ear. I haven't the knowledge to write down the notes. But its okay. I hear a different tune every night.
I'm assured that You're there watching over me, as i turn over and snuggle deeper under my covers and wait for sleep to envelope me.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

stay awhile...

There's a line by Shakespeare in Hamlet, where Polonius reads to the queen a love letter addressed to his daughter, Ophelia. Impatient, the queen interrupts, wanting to know if the letter was authored by her son, Hamlet. Polonius admonishes her saying, “Good madam, stay awhile. I will be faithful.” (Act II, Scene ii)

That scene reminds me of times where we get so impatient we just run along looking for the ending. We fail to see where the story is heading and we fail to read in between the lines...We get impatient.

Its like reading the end of a book before getting to the middle. Or like watching Star Wars for the first time. (dun ask me what the connection for that reference is)

And then you realise you shouldn't have had jumped the gun, or gone ahead of yourself. It spoils the element of surprise. It looses its mysteriousness. We should have read the book cover to cover or watched Star Wars 4-5-6 and then 1-2-3.

But Well God speaks to people in various ways and I'm glad I read a lot. Shakespeare's pretty cool. Especially when you realise "Good madam, stay awhile. I will be faithful" could be your message from The Big Guy today.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

another bout of randomness

"You had me at 'Hello' "
Corny line but i sooo love that movie.
Secret Garden's playing on my ipod. I'm feeling sappy. heh.

I like Vespa's

I think white is the closests to being perfect. I like white. I like white empty spaces. I like cottonny white clouds. I like white walls. It leaves your mind with space to wonder. I think black on white is the coolest thing over.
Yes i'm predictable.

I'm havin Maggi cup noodles for lunch. owh boy! I miss the MSG thrill!

I havent had a problem free connection in weeks! Its pissing me off.... but i think blogging's helping me get my mind of things. I'm pretty close to pushing my computer out the 10th floor. But i don't think my boss will be too happy bout it. heh.

On another note, I've been smiling a lot lately. The Big Guy's been REALLY good to me. I thank God for his Grace and the identity i've found in Him.

Well i thank God for Maxis - Maxis transcations as well. =D that's making up for the sucky/lack of internet connections.

Rocky sticks really rock! Yummy!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

control...

Sometimes its like holding on too tightly till your knuckles turn white and your muscles ache.
You just cling on to what you think you can control. But then you realise, you never were really in control of anything at all.

And then comes along something else and every muscle inside you yearns to just reach out and grab a hold of it. You just need to feel something solid. Something tangible. But what if it isn't real? What if everything around you is just a mirage?

I ask questions i don't want the answers to. yeah, you said it, i'm introspective. I like having something concrete. I question too much. Trust is hard to come by... but i'm letting go.

Waiting for the complete story... where i rest and be still and let You do the writing. This year begins the restoration. Help me think YOUR thoughts and walk the paths YOU have chosen for me.

Friday, January 12, 2007

whee~

The weekend's here~!~!

lalalala. Dumm doo bee doo dah~!

I get to round around naked, and swim in the bathroom and read while doing a handstand and throw spitballs over the balcony and shout obscenities at people i meet in the lift!

Okay maybe not.

But I am heading to the ultimate-get-away-for-the-weekend spot aka Weeliem's house.

yupps. Melacca here i come!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I was told...

Today I was told,
"Be thou not weary for God's favour is upon you!"

Today I was told,
"It is a week for miracles!"

Today I was told,
" Your writing sucks, and your designs aren't all that great"

Today I was told,
"Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment."

Today I was told,
"u know u can write...u know u can be creative so go ahead and prove yourself!"

Today I was told,
"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes. - Oscar Wilde "

Today I was told,
That i should listen to that voice deep within myself and know I'm meant for so much more!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

all things new...

Isa 43:19
See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland.

we're 3 days into the new year, and i feel sorta well.... NEW!
heh. Well put aside the lack of sleep, the slight cold and the shoulder ache, yeah i'm almost as good as new.

The New Year weekend was simply amazing and I think i spent the most time thinking and reevaluating my life in 4 days, more than i have the past few months.

I got a lot of stuff sorted out and i'm glad for that. I've patched up some friendships and strengthened others, i've rediscovered my purpose and have had new passions ignited in me.

I've realised how much I love the people in my life and especially the few i spent new years with. I thank 'you' for coming down to spend new years in KL. I'm missing your company already.

I'm glad for the few who joined us in reflecting and praying while the others were doing the countdown. That moment was priceless and you probrably have no idea how much that moment meant for me, but i just wanna say i'm glad to have moved into
the new year with you guys.

Well one major change this year would be the departure of FatBoySlim. It feels like i've just gotten to know you and then you're leaving. In a couple of hours time, you'll be on your way. I'm gonna miss you a whole load man. But hey... I'll be looking forwad to our beach vacation okay. ;)

I shall be taking things slower this year and focusing on the things which are on my priority list. NAGLP being the top on that list. So i hope you guys are as excited as I am about all that is in store for us this year!

Good or bad, just bring it on. Cause as Jack said, 'The harder the better!'